....with u, with him....

lots of things happened,
i'm still striving for my future...
well, nover comes to my mind,
things will turn to b like diz...
sumtimes,
i have a thought,
y shud i get str8 A's if i end up to b like diz...
no direction,
no ambitions,
i guess so...

dat's d only thing i concern about rite now...
my future...
wut i wud b in next 5 years...
can i support my family??
can i b sumbody??
am i useful?
all dat still uncertain....

i cried too much for diz...
but i noe i have many ppl at my side...
i have my mom,
my sis n my bro,
my frens,
my besfren...
my family...
thanks 2 u all...

on the other hand...
with u....
i've been appreciated...
i've been treated like a princess...
my heart alwez ur concern...
my future is certain...

and....
with him,
usually offended...
no such thing of being spoiled...
i have 2 b strong...
my future is sumthing unpredictable...

but....
with u...
i live in d cage...
tied closely...
restricted view...
small circle of frenship...

and...
with him...
i live freely...
widen my knowledge of life...
i cud try lots of things...
got lots of frens...


both of u...
sumtimes make me sick...
sumtimes make me cry...
sumtimes make me bored...

but...
both of u...
taught me lots of things...
thanks...