Tuesday, March 10, 2009

wHat Ab0ut NoW??


a thousands grateful to The Creator for making all things better now..
all conflicts seems to get solved...
me, my frens and all students now are hopefully to regain a new spirit for our becoming exam..
the only things that won't changed is dat...
exam is just around the corner...
53 days left frens...
come on..me myself also still in the movement of acceleration...
got many tests coming...
phy, chem also math...

the coming holiday??
shud it called holiday??sumtimes, i feel like the word 'holiday' shud b avoided...
it makes me feel free...no workload..instead, i have many things in my list for diz 'holiday'...
test by test answered shows how bad am i...

but, thanks to my frens...
now, almost everyday...i got alisya, akiey n my beloved rum8 wit me in my rum to accompany my work hard...
i hope that diz frenship lasts forever...
so happen dat sumtimes bad things occur, but as long as i have 'u' wit me...n baby pink will helps me a lot...
just plez b sumone dat is supportive..b wit me when i need u...

so guys...
ganbate!!!
may God gives us a strength to face all the circumstances...
n remember 1 thing...
u r not alone..
at least u have our Almighty Creator wit us...
smile always!!!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

***dIz pOst seT to Be In MaLay***

Bosan dgn hidup??
Cuba lihat org sekeliling ko n nilai betapa beruntungnye korg compared dgn dorg…
Manusia (termasuk aku) kdg2 / slalunye lupa erti syukur…
Slalu je kte tanye "kenape mesti jd mcm ni?" / "ape y kurangnye kat aku ni?"
Sume soalan tu sbnrnye adalah soalan kte kpd Allah y tlh ciptakan kte…
Persoalannye…layakkah kte mempersoalkan sume tu kpd Pencipta kte??
Ape x cukup lg ke nikmat y tlh dikurniakan-Nya??
Knp mesti m'persoalkan sume tu…
Even smpai soal mkn pun kte mengeluh…
Bknnye mknn tu x de…
Ade dan berlebihan pulak tu…
Tp knp kte m'persoalkan "hanya nasi lemak??"
Hahaha…cuba kalo xde nasi lemak??
Nak mkn ape eh??
Knp kte mcm ni??
Sbb kte dah biasa hidup mewah, dan adakalanya lupa utk b'syukur atas nikmat Allah..
Sbb tu Rasulullah (SAW) bersabda, kemewahan itu ujian dr Allah utk hamba-Nya…
Ble tibe2 x de Rashid, kte bising…
Komplen sane, petisyen sini…
Penah x pk y tu ujian Allah utk kte sbb slame ni kte ade kemewahan tp kte x b'syukur…
Ntah2 dlu korg mkn 'ngpr' tu x bce doa, sbb tu Allah tarik balik nikmat tu…
Tp dgn cara, cdgnkan kat admin suruh wat rule x ley bli mknn dr luar…
Korang (termasuk aku) pun mengamuk la…
Tu la…x b'syukur lg…Allah dah tarik 1 nikmat…

X ckp dgn tu..skang ni sume org (year 2) busy nak capai cita2…
Aku pun x terkecuali…walaupun adakalanya hanya di atas katil berselimutkan comforter berbantalkan 'Patrick'…
Tp ade je org y mmg sejak azali de perangai pelek…
Kwn utk die ble time susah je…
Ble senang, ko bkn kwn aku lg dah…
Kwn ke camtu??
Y sahabat2 sejati kat sekeliling die sabar je…
Aku y tgk ni plak y 'panas'…
Bkn ape, sahabat2 sejati tu pun sahabat2 sejati aku jgk…
Dorg 'koyak' aku pun 'koyak' gak…
Come-on lah beb…
Hidup kte ni xlama mane pun…
Bkn stakat hubungan dgn Tuhan kte kne jaga, hbgn dgn manusia lg penting…
Ko wat slh ngan org, Allah x ampunkan dosa ko kalo org tu x ampunkan ko…
Ape ko nak jawab kat akhirat nnti??
Sedeyh aku tgk kwn2 aku b'tukar2 bestfren…sume sbb ke'selfish'an sorg bdk tu…
Adoi yai…
Sahabat2 sejati ku…sbb korg x nak b'suara, aku luahkan ke'panas'an aku kat sni…
Aku x ley nak masuk cmpur…aku kan org luar…hahahaha…

Spinning gasing….
Pusing punye pusing, kepala pun pening…
Nape eh?? Centripetal force ke??
Hahahaha…physicos plak aku nih…
Aku ni pelek ke atau nature manusia dah mmg camtu?
'men r from mars, woman r from venus'??
So what??
Nape x ley trime btape indahnya ciptaan Allah y mencipta kte ni berbeza??
Masalah sgt ke kalo pmpn suka pk masa lampau??
X gne rupenya duk discuss slame ni…
Pokok pangkalnya hati..
Kalo hati awl2 lg dah ckp nak pilih org t'tentu utk wat baik, kalo org y mmg ko dah reject utk wat baik tu sebaik nabi pun ko reject jgk…
Ape org putih ckp…'mindset…'
Ko dah rse org tu jahat, die taubat tonggang terbalik kat sejadah kat masjid pun ko x pedulik gak kan…
Hahahaha…hipokrito de agoy…
Ckp byk pun x gne…
Rpenye anggota kelas aku pun lbey krg cam manusia kat lorong midaq gak…
Wat baik dpn2 tp dlm hati ntah2 lg truk dr sumpah seranah Tuan Kirsha…
Masa x lame lg dah…
2 bulan je…
Pejam celik, pejam celik, dah exam…
Pk kan lah selagi mampu…
Jgn ble Allah dah tarik nikmat berfikir menggunakan akal, baru kte nak nyesal…

*sumbody said that gurls blogging for bitching around..ye r kot…but for me, aku just luahkan ape aku rase…simpan lame2 pun wat sakit hati je kan…sape terase tu nasiblah…aku taw aku pun de slh… n bkn aku x taw de je org kutuk aku kat blkg aku…aku mmg harsh ck8 skang ni…x tahan dah smpan perasaan…ampunkan silap aku buat y tersinggung…niat aku just nak sedarkan sesetengah org n jgk dri sendiri…