let things go, asza

well, wut a bad day....
i was my besday...
but, i didnt feel gud on dat day...
ya,
thing's didnt go well...
i cant go anywhere...
then, how cud i clbr8??
never mind if i didnt have chance to clbr8...
but the saddest thing is dat,
i missed last year's besday,
well,
it juz a year,
but lots of things changed...
i cudnt turn back d time...
so, i juz can let go thing...
dat's all...
i missed everything...
missed to stay up all nite to study for a test or exam...
missed to study wif my grupmate...

wut's my direction...
i'm lost...
ya,...
i'm lost...
dat's d most important thing...

myb it's juz over.....

i cant forgive myself..... i tried to change thing but i failed..... wrong decision dat i made..... hard life i had..... i still hoping to get a miracle..... myb it juz me..... me..... easily influenced..... when i'm going to b strong..... can i accept separation??..... dun think so..... i gave up in him..... dat's it..... my life devoted to The Almighty..... my family n frens..... no more..... b patient on dem..... all i can do.....

no title

i'm juz tryin' to b nice to everyone...
no matter who...
even if dat person is my enemy...
even i hate 'dem very much...
u noe,
ppl can say wutever dey want...
wut dey think is wut dey see...
dey simply made their own judgement on everything...
sumtimes, i juz dun get it...
dey blame ppl like all those bad thing happen intentionally...
am i d one to blame??

well....
i alwez say diz to my fren...
'juz leave him, he treat u like a slave..'
then when almost d same thing happen on me...
i juz dun realised it
i thought it juz a help dat i want to offer
but it ends up dat he said d same thing...
(but it wasnt dat mean la...)
am i letting ppl to using me as their slave??
i dun think so...
i juz trying to b nice to everyone...(again)

never mind...
ppl dunnow wut happen...
even dat ppl is sumone who u thought really understands u...
tired of thinking n take care of other's heart...
meanwhile i'm hurt...
despite all those thing,
i still appreciate d existance of ppl around me...
u guys cheer up my life...
bring me a smile dat i'll remember even when i'm crying...
b my companion...
dat's all i wish for...

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.........last birthday..........

well......tu tgn farah...
last year aku kne prank kat court volley dpn guys...
x pnh kot kne prank camtu...
siap kne g ds ag pastu...
truk gler aku kne ngan dak2 volley...
tp u guys,
tu la y aku rndu taun ni....
fara, wawa dah kat india
ape kabar kecik, maziyah n yam??
fareen kat mas ag...
tp ssh sgt nak jmpe die....
sdeyhnyer...


on d nyte of my besday,
jyi men gitar...
siap nyanyi lagu y die tulis sndri...
dgn aliah,
fareen...
best gler...


syg korg sume...
hope u guys happy no matter where u r...
remember all sweet memories...
love u guys...