sahabat, teman atau kekasih??

td aku wat quiz kat facebook...
smbil tu aku pun on d phone wit sumone...
bingung jugak kepala ni kdg2...
memikirkan soal lelaki...
hahaha...(sounds cliche,isnt it??)
tp tu la dilema pmpn melayu sbnrnye...
x caye??
g kat tepi jln...
kat ats divider...
msti de kumpulan laki y duduk bertenggek kat ats divider tu...
sikit lg ble de awek lalu, msti kena usha...
kalo pmpn tu muka mcm x brape laku pun sure kena ayat jgk r...
confirm...
tp tu x la rumit sgt...
nak wat camne...
laki melayu mmg ramah tamah orgnye...
aku trime hakikat tu...
tp mslh aku ni...
unexpected...

pas sorang, sorang...
aku ni x de la jahat sgt smpai nak str8 rejek org...
tp x de la nak ckp aku melayan sume laki...
pd aku, frens are forever..
so, bek kwn dr cple2 nih...
ntah r...
serabut gak kdg2...
but diz is life kan...

at d same time, i realize dat, i'd gave my heart to sumbody...
where it'll b hard to replace...
mgkin jodoh aku je y bley replace my feelings towards him...
he's unexpected...
but, he never makes me cry...
die slalu pinjamkan bahu die ble aku sedeyh...
it started w fren...
then, love comes slowly...
aku pnh tnye kwn2 aku...
aku dgn die seswai ke x..
dorg sume t'kejut sbb dorg nmpk ktrg ni kamceng gler...
x sangke bley move to next stage...
yeah, diz is life...
u'll never expect the unexpected...
tp ntahla...
dah aku ske die...
sbb tu aku x brani nak jnji dgn sape2...
4 thun ke, 10 thn ke...
sume tu aku serahkan kat takdir...
lgpun aku b'pegang dgn prinsip...
janji manusia x bley dipercayai...(walupun x sume org mcm tu)
who knows wut will happen in future??
so, leave it to The Most Gracious..

diz Ramadhan,
aku sedar aku dah jauh terpesong...
aku sedar aku dah byk wat silap...
slalu je terfikir kat otak aku...
ade ruang kemaafan ke utk aku...
mcm mane kalo aku mati jap lg...
sempat ke aku nak bertaubat??
aku cuma mampu berdoa...

semoga Allah buka pintu hati aku utk berubah...