Tuesday, February 10, 2009

the DILEMMA of me...

1st situation....
"Umi, i feel like want to go to ur houz diz weekend. can i?" i asked umi when i called her last tues.

"sure, y not. do u have any plan?" umi asked me back.

"well, picnic sounds great. i hope to go to beach to relase my tension now. i've been so stressful wit my works."my complaint to her 'bout IB basically. why not?? dr said that i'm too stress and lack of rest when i meet him last week.

"there're no more beach here honey. well, i'll bring u to tg bidara if u insist to go to beach," she sounds very serious while i was just joking 'bout the beach.

2nd situation....
"mak, rase nak g melaka la hujung minggu ni." this time i have a short conversation with my biological mom (my only mom n dad now).

"nak watpe?" she asked me back.

"saje..umi ckp nak bwk jln2. nak release tension la.. asik study je..nak rehat plak.."

at the back, i heard my brother's voice "Long, aku nak hp..."

shoot...now i have to choose either one.. going to malacca or my mom's houz...i'm in dilemma..i promised my brother to going back asap to return his phone that i borrowed coz my phone was broke down last sem break. but now i got my phone back.. so i have to return his phone back...
should i just cancel my plan to malacca right away or just looking for another reason to delay the return.. two days went out with no decision.. at Thurs nite, i ended up by saying that i'll going to both places. dont have to choose... but i shorten my visit to malacca..no more prob rite??
i got my time with my adopt parents (once) and my own family...my weekend bring me a big smile then...

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