~~~if i could turn back the time.......~~~

there's sumthing i want to change the most....
if i knew that he's going to leave me and my family that time...
i wouldn't leave him alone...
i'm missing him now...
it's been a long time i didn't feel like this...
he was the person that always encouraged me to study...
i still remember how painful is his punishment when i didn't perform in my exam...
that's why i'm myself now...
ABAH...
i dreamt of him last night...
if i could stopped him from going to work that day...
if i could kissed him many times...
if i could visit him when he was in hospital...
if i could be by his site at his last moment...
if i could turn back the time...

i won't leave him even a minute....
i miss u abah....
i miss u..........
my eng sucks when he leave me..
i have nobody to help me with my eng...
it just me and all my teachers...
after all, my previous teacher doesnt help me so much..they only intrested on guys (since my teachers mostly are woman)...
i dont care so much on my eng...
until i found a new environment that changed my mindset towards eng teachers...
here i found it...KMB...
teachers here belong to everyone...
no difference...
especially to gurls where they found have low self-esteem to expose in public...
well, thanks teachers!!
i'm glad that i went to eng camp...
the best camp ever...
even amal islami cannot challanged it (coz 'he' was there)...
love u techers!!!
sweet butterfly need to fly somewhere else someday.. it's all because of u guys!!!
cOOL beB!!